My studies were never so uninterested before. Each class is so boring. The teachers are bad too. There are not many teachers who can express the material in a clear way so everybody would understand. My grades became so low that I got almost kicked-out of the university. Damn. I don’t know what to do. My life became so useless that I see nothing than sorrow every day.

I'm also tired of my night work on week-ends. Drinking too much – probably will become an alcoholic in the future… No more interest in studying, just want to rest and let this shit pass so fast that in the morning tomorrow I will be a new human.

I pray the Devil to give me another chance to get everything in the right direction.